(ROUGH CUT - NO REPORTER NARRATION) For 29-year-old Ashir Rizvi, a survivor of a mass shooting last week in Christchurch, the past week has been a roller coaster of emotions.
Rizvi was with his friend and flatmate at a mosque in the Linwood neighbourhood just beginning Friday prayers on Mar.
15 when a lone gunman arrived, shooting bullets through the windows at the worshippers inside.
"There was no place to escape... we were just crying because you can see this person dead in front of you, and you all might be the next one," Rizvi said on Friday (March 22), one week after the attack, while sitting in the botanical gardens near a makeshift memorial wall.
Seven people died at Linwood mosque, taking the total death toll from the mass shooting, which started at Al Noor mosque on Dean's Avenue, to 50.
Survivors say it would have been much higher had one of their fellow worshippers, Abdul Aziz, not confronted the shooter, grabbing a credit card machine and hurling it at him before chasing him down the street with an unloaded shotgun which he hurled at him through his car window.
Rizvi and his flatmate were one of lucky ones who came physically unscathed, but their good friend Ahmed Iqbal Jahangir was shot in the collar bone.
Jahangir was in intensive care until Friday morning, and could face life without use of his right hand due to the bullets damaging his nerves, Rizvi said.
Rizvi arrived in New Zealand seven years ago to study.
He is now in the hospitality business and moved from Wellington to Christchurch in 2016 thanks to a promotion.
Over the past few days, he's been attending funerals with his flatmate and other members of the community.
"It's heartbreaking," he said, as he fought back tears.
Despite the attack, Rizvi said he felt he was "still in safe hands" with New Zealand's Prime Minister Jacinda Ardern, who has been widely praised for her response to the attack, at the helm.